Sometimes I want to beat against the chains that bind me, when all I need do is let them drop from my hands.
Sometimes I want to define who I am becoming, when all I need to do is be and let being be enough.
Sometimes the scream inside me is so loud I wonder how people do not hear it, yet I cannot even whisper “today there is fear and confusion behind this smile.”
I have walked many paths, but never more uncertain than this one I walk now. For I have no idea where I am, or where I am going … or why it even matters that I drop these chains and let myself fall into the abyss.
— Able Boodha